Another hiatus, another fanmix. I heard the first song a few weeks ago and I couldn't believe how well it applied to Delena. Thus, I made a brand new fanmix just so I could use that song!
This fanmix features songs from both POVs. The Damon point-of-view focuses on his struggle to figure out how he feels about Elena, the fact that he can't stop hurting her, and the heartbreaking truth that he isn't who she wants to be. The Elena point-of-view focuses on her struggle to trust Damon, the fact that she is constantly hurt by him, and the heartbreaking truth that she may be falling for him anyway.
Warning ::: No explanations on my picks this time - you'll just have to figure it out for yourself. ; ) Zip is located at the bottom - if you want any songs uploaded individually, just ask! (I don't bite... hard...) Any and all comments are greatly appreciated! Thanks for looking and enjoy the mix!
1. Helpless – Neon Trees (Damon's POV)
I'm caught in the way we talk - I'm never good enough - Your love's like a wrecking ball - And I don't want to break apart - Break apart, oh oh oh oh - Helpless, helpless - What makes my wounded heart feel like this? - Helpless, I'm helpless when it comes to you.
2. Melt My Heart To Stone – Adele (Elena's POV)
I find myself repeating like a broken tune - And I'm forever excusing your intentions - And I give in to my pretendings - Which forgive you each time - Without me knowing - They melt my heart to stone - And I hear your words that I made up - You say my name like there could be an us.
3. Get Busy Living Or Get Busy Dying – Fall Out Boy (Damon's POV)
I used to obsess over living - Now I only obsess over you - Tell me you'd like boys like me better - In the dark lying on top of you - This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters.
4. Crash – Stateless (Damon's POV)
Do you feel like the dream has passed? - Like time is a virus and it's found us at last - Just give me one thing to hold on to - Just give me one thing that isn't see through.
5. Turning Tables – Adele (Elena's POV)
I can't keep up with your turning tables - Under your thumb, I can't breathe - So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no - I won't rescue you, you to just desert me - I cant give you, what you think you gave me - It's time to say goodbye to turning tables - Turning tables - Next time I'll be braver - I'll be my own savior - When the thunder calls for me.
6. Blind – Lifehouse (Damon's POV)
I watched helpless as she turned around to leave - And still I have the pain I have to carry - A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried - After all this time - I never thought we'd be here - Never thought we'd be here - When my love for you was blind - But I couldn't make you see it - Couldn't make you see it - That I loved you more than you'll ever know - A part of me died when I let you go.
7. Battle – Colbie Caillat (Elena's POV)
You've got them on your side - And they won't change their minds - Now it's over - And I' m feeling like we've missed out on everything - I just hope its worth the fight - Cause this is a battle - And its your final last call (Why'd you have to let it go) - It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know (Can't you see you hurt me so) - But why aren't you sorry, why aren't you sorry, why? - Things could be better, you can be happy, try!
8. Keeper – Yellowcard (Damon's POV)
I wish I could be somebody else – I wish I could say you and myself - I wish there was something inside me to keep you beside me.
9. Walk Away – The Script (Damon's POV)
She's standing in the heart of darkness - Saying I know you got a soul even though you're heartless - How could any woman in their right mind be so blind - To find something to save - Instead of walking with me she should have walked away - She finds color in the darkest places - She finds beauty in the saddest of faces - For such a clued in, headstrong city girl - Could've had the world but she's fallen in love in the worst way - And if you don't go now then you'll stay - Cause I'll never let you leave, never let you breathe - Cause if you're looking for heaven, baby it sure as hell ain't me!
10. When We're Old Men – Yellowcard (Damon's POV)
I've spent all of my time on the road - Sleeping my days away but you should know - That I'm reflecting on who I've let go - The people I've hurt in ways I'll never know - And I never meant to be hurtful to you - Please don't hate me - All I can say, I did all I could do - Please don't hate me for this.
11. Gotta Figure This Out – Erin McCarley (Elena's POV)
I separated my heart from my head - To feel out what's inside - I don't like what I see, so I say good night...
I've never been so deep inside a shadow - I've never been so insecure of what I know…
It's not okay to make you wait - To make you wonder why I - Can't hold you close or give you hope - That this will be all right, I wanna make it right - I've gotta figure this out, I need a story to tell - Where's the feeling I long for? - I've gotta figure it out... before I lose you... love.
12. Green and Grey – Nickel Creek (Damon's POV)
I want you to love me - He whispers unable to speak - And he wonders aloud - Why feelings so strong make the body so weak? - Then he awoke – Now he's scared to death somebody heard – If it was you and you know her – Please don't say a word.